
It's not easy,
to feel happy and excited to see her,
thinking it's going to be another chance to get closer,
but seeing her from far with someone else,
that scene totally wipe out the smile on my face,
trying to stand as far as possible from her,
trying not to face her,
trying to hide myself,
so i won't feel a single thing, but deep down,
my heart is slowly .... slowly breaking into pieces.
i know it's a farewell to my love once again.
i start to wonder if i can't love
or i didn't love enough.
many people told me not to be a pessimist and so emotional.
i don't like to be either.
I've tried so many times,
being strong, telling myself nothing can bring me down.
the situations tell the different story
my feelings tell the different story too.
"All of you disapproved this love.
If the world wants to go against me,
don't blame me for going against the world one day,
i'll pick up the broken pieces not to fix them,
but to sharpen and use it against you."
I'm feeling so confuse now,
everything.... every single thing.
my head is bursting soon.
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