6 more days for a long battle, i wonder what will happen again. may god bless me.

6 more days to do what i want, when i come back, everything will start afresh.

3 more month to a new life, time to set a new goal. August 2nd, Rather emo, i wonder who i can text or call during this 9 weeks BMT, or rather who will call me or rmb me?

Many people say i got a-lot friends and they always tot many will call or text but? no? i don receive any calls when i need them.

Just like what Cecilia Tan Hui Yun once respond, i asked her eh why u never celebrate my birthday:( 21 st. She said, i thought you got alot friends celebrate for you? so i don't need ma.

Come on, she is one of the close friends i considered but she say this, damn sad.

I may look like i have alot friends, but not all are close, what is important, is what we have gone through. Only those we have gone through alot are those really close and understand what i feel and think.

I'm not that hard to understand and satisfy, i'm just a simple guy. A perfect family, Close friends, and a love is all i want.

I may come from a divorced family but i still consider this family as close to perfect because i have my beloved Dad, cousins, aunties and uncles which is always there when we need help. Most importantly we grow old, learn and going through obstacles together.

As what i've told my cousin, No matter how close friends are, Tied blood is still closer.

Future is on my own hand.~